{"id":580,"date":"2021-08-29T18:59:01","date_gmt":"2021-08-29T18:59:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/?p=580"},"modified":"2021-09-20T17:36:51","modified_gmt":"2021-09-20T17:36:51","slug":"yo-contra-mi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/2021\/08\/29\/yo-contra-mi\/","title":{"rendered":"Yo contra m\u00ed"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Ya no s\u00e9 qu\u00e9 hacer para perdonarme. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He intentado romper el c\u00edrculo y el v\u00ednculo <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>que me mantiene a mi enemistad unido, <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>y s\u00f3lo consigo el latigazo de la inclemencia <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>y otra vuelta a la tuerca, y otro nudo. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya no s\u00e9 qu\u00e9 hacer para perdonarme. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Cuando me imagino abraz\u00e1ndome sin recelo, <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>y que un dedo sigue el rastro de una l\u00e1grima, <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>en sentido inverso, hasta encontrar el punto de partida <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>y origen de mis penas torpes, de mis l\u00edquidos lamentos, <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>entra un hacha en la imagen y corta el sue\u00f1o. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya no s\u00e9 qu\u00e9 hacer para perdonarme. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yo mismo me pongo las zancadillas y me torturo, <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>yo me secuestro, yo me aniquilo, yo me humillo, <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>yo me arranco las alas y cerceno el futuro. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yo soy el \u00fanico que no me quiero. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya no s\u00e9 qu\u00e9 hacer para perdonarme. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No soy capaz de comprender <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>que no es a m\u00ed a quien detesto. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Es al personajillo mezquino, al cobarde imperfecto, <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>al mudo y mutilado, lleno de complejos, <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>que calla y acepta sin poner remedio a tanto desprecio. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Ahora veo qu\u00e9 he de hacer para perdonarme:<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Aceptar mis l\u00edmites humanos, quererme sin miedo;<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>ser yo mismo, como soy, en todo momento;<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>ser part\u00edcipe en mi creaci\u00f3n y mi descubrimiento;<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>ser feliz, amar, desamordazar las risas;<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>cambiar las estrellas fundidas,<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>re-colocar al sol en el cielo;<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>sacar del ba\u00fal de mis posibilidades<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>la pintura verde esperanza,<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>la pintura blanco puro, amarillo alegr\u00eda, rojo fuego.<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>He de colaborar en el parto insonoro del hombre nuevo <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>que me llevar\u00e1 hasta m\u00ed, conmigo, a paso de amigo.<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Francisco de Sales <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ya no s\u00e9 qu\u00e9 hacer para perdonarme. He intentado romper el c\u00edrculo y el v\u00ednculo que me mantiene a mi enemistad unido, y s\u00f3lo consigo el latigazo de la inclemencia y otra vuelta a la tuerca, y otro nudo. Ya no s\u00e9 qu\u00e9 hacer para perdonarme. 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