Soy un hu\u00e9rfano de cincuenta y cuatro a\u00f1os. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Todos los d\u00edas me enfrento, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
con las l\u00e1grimas insurrectas y los pu\u00f1os contenidos, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
a la ausencia materna. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cada d\u00eda le dedico un estremecimiento, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
un llanto reprimido, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
un instante de mi recuerdo, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
y la muda oraci\u00f3n que es un largo pensamiento. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cada d\u00eda maldigo y blasfemo, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
me enemisto con el responsable de las muertes, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
le ofrendo mi enemistad, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
y reto a muerte a la muerte <\/p>\n\n\n\n
para vengar el robo tan doliente <\/p>\n\n\n\n
de mi no bien querida madre. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cada d\u00eda sucumbo a la nostalgia <\/p>\n\n\n\n
y me arrepiento cada d\u00eda de lo mal que lo hice: <\/p>\n\n\n\n
no am\u00e9 a mi madre mientras estuvo viva. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
No la quise bastante, y sufro. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
No le di nada a cambio de la vida que me dio, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
nada por sus desvelos y sus cuidados; <\/p>\n\n\n\n
no le devolv\u00ed ni una sola de las caricias, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
no la bes\u00e9 infinitamente, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
ni la acog\u00ed en mis abrazos. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Las protestas en mi interior son un eco multiplicado, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
y cada d\u00eda amanezco en un infierno. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Unas cosas no las hice <\/p>\n\n\n\n
y las otras las hice mal. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
As\u00ed que s\u00f3lo me queda seguir <\/p>\n\n\n\n
en este arrepentimiento incrustado <\/p>\n\n\n\n
que me roba el aire, a veces, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
y la vida, m\u00e1s veces. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u00f3lo puedo llorar un manantial de veneno, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
quejarme con aire de lun\u00e1tico, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
ondear mi coraz\u00f3n herido, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
y volver al llanto de hu\u00e9rfano sin remedio, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
mi estado m\u00e1s habitual. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Me falta mi madre <\/p>\n\n\n\n
y me falta la vida. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Francisco de Sales <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Soy un hu\u00e9rfano de cincuenta y cuatro a\u00f1os. Todos los d\u00edas me enfrento, con las l\u00e1grimas insurrectas y los pu\u00f1os contenidos, a la ausencia materna. Cada d\u00eda le dedico un estremecimiento, un llanto reprimido, un instante de mi recuerdo, y la muda oraci\u00f3n que es un largo pensamiento. Cada d\u00eda maldigo y blasfemo, me enemisto […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ocean_post_layout":"","ocean_both_sidebars_style":"","ocean_both_sidebars_content_width":0,"ocean_both_sidebars_sidebars_width":0,"ocean_sidebar":"","ocean_second_sidebar":"","ocean_disable_margins":"enable","ocean_add_body_class":"","ocean_shortcode_before_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_after_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_before_header":"","ocean_shortcode_after_header":"","ocean_has_shortcode":"","ocean_shortcode_after_title":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_bottom":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_bottom":"","ocean_display_top_bar":"default","ocean_display_header":"default","ocean_header_style":"","ocean_center_header_left_menu":"","ocean_custom_header_template":"","ocean_custom_logo":0,"ocean_custom_retina_logo":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_height":0,"ocean_header_custom_menu":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_family":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_subset":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_size":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_unit":"px","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_line_height":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_unit":"","ocean_menu_typo_spacing":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_unit":"","ocean_menu_link_color":"","ocean_menu_link_color_hover":"","ocean_menu_link_color_active":"","ocean_menu_link_background":"","ocean_menu_link_hover_background":"","ocean_menu_link_active_background":"","ocean_menu_social_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_links_color":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_color":"","ocean_disable_title":"default","ocean_disable_heading":"default","ocean_post_title":"","ocean_post_subheading":"","ocean_post_title_style":"","ocean_post_title_background_color":"","ocean_post_title_background":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_image_position":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_attachment":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_repeat":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_size":"","ocean_post_title_height":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay":0.5,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay_color":"","ocean_disable_breadcrumbs":"default","ocean_breadcrumbs_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_separator_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_hover_color":"","ocean_display_footer_widgets":"default","ocean_display_footer_bottom":"default","ocean_custom_footer_template":"","ocean_post_oembed":"","ocean_post_self_hosted_media":"","ocean_post_video_embed":"","ocean_link_format":"","ocean_link_format_target":"self","ocean_quote_format":"","ocean_quote_format_link":"post","ocean_gallery_link_images":"on","ocean_gallery_id":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[21],"tags":[5],"class_list":["post-504","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-de-mi-para-mi","tag-de-mi-para-mi","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/504","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=504"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/504\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":505,"href":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/504\/revisions\/505"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=504"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=504"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=504"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}