{"id":3916,"date":"2024-09-25T04:10:59","date_gmt":"2024-09-25T04:10:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/?p=3916"},"modified":"2024-09-25T04:11:00","modified_gmt":"2024-09-25T04:11:00","slug":"desde-mi-caos","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/2024\/09\/25\/desde-mi-caos\/","title":{"rendered":"Desde mi caos"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div style=\"height:100px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>Estoy inmerso en el caos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Escucho mis pensamientos<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>que se repiten pero sin progresar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>La misma historia una y otra vez,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>la misma pregunta como un eco;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>el estancamiento como estado habitual.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No avanzo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Me estanco en el dolor<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>y ah\u00ed me quedo petrificado,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>o me ahogo en la pena,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>me agredo y descalifico,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>o me desespero y me rindo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pero no me vale,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>s\u00f3lo me vale caminar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>salir indemne de esta frustraci\u00f3n<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>y VIVIR la VIDA que para m\u00ed quiero.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No s\u00e9 qu\u00e9 hacer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No adivino el siguiente paso.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u00e9 que estoy perdido.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Lo reconozco.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00bfQu\u00e9 tengo que hacer?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Para m\u00ed no hay respuestas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:100px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>Estoy perdido.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Rabia, dolor, mierda, infierno.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Eso es lo \u00fanico que escucho dentro de m\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ser\u00e1 bueno que cambie organizaci\u00f3n por caos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Y esperanza por desesperaci\u00f3n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Y claridad por tinieblas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Volver a empezar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Esta es la \u00fanica sugerencia sensata.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00bfC\u00f3mo?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>(Cuando cre\u00eda haber encontrado algo<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>otra pregunta me lo desbarata).<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00a1Volver a empezar!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00bfPor d\u00f3nde?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00bfHacia d\u00f3nde?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No me voy a rendir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Insistir\u00e9 en mi b\u00fasqueda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Esta victoria de mi desconcierto<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>no es una victoria final.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Estoy inmerso en el caos. 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