{"id":3914,"date":"2024-09-23T05:18:04","date_gmt":"2024-09-23T05:18:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/?p=3914"},"modified":"2024-09-23T05:18:06","modified_gmt":"2024-09-23T05:18:06","slug":"me-debo-un-llanto","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/2024\/09\/23\/me-debo-un-llanto\/","title":{"rendered":"Me debo un llanto"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div style=\"height:100px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>Me debo un llanto prolongado,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>sin distracciones,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>sin interrupciones,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>sin una voz que me diga <em>no llores,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>sin una voz que me pregunte <em>qu\u00e9 te pasa.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:100px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>Necesito un llanto sin explicaciones,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>natural y humano,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>manando directamente<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>de mi alma y mis tormentos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:100px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>Es un llanto que ha sido retenido,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>acallado una y otra vez,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>aplazado por una sensatez<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>innecesaria en estos momentos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:100px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>Necesito desahogarme y desaguarme,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>todo yo convertirme en l\u00e1grimas<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>profundas y reflexivas,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>porque llorar es mi mayor deseo,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>mi necesidad vital,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>el grito que quiero gritar;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>necesito ser humano (ser el Ser, pero Humano)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>y verterme entero por los lagrimales<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>hasta quedarme vac\u00edo de dolores,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>hu\u00e9rfano de males.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:100px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>Necesito la vida y la muerte,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>escapar de las ganas de huir<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>y quedarme a solas, conmigo<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-yo conmigo o contra m\u00ed-,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>roto, entero, gustosamente, como sea,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>con la pena desconsolada<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>del ni\u00f1o que perdi\u00f3 su juguete favorito.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:100px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>Me lamento por las veces que no llor\u00e9<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>cuando era lo apropiado,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>cuando me lo ped\u00edan las entra\u00f1as,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>cuando negu\u00e9 mis sentimientos<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>una y otra vez, y otra vez, y otra vez.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:100px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>Este huir, sin saber por qu\u00e9,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>de las reclamaciones de mi Ser<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>por poder expresarse<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>me han llevado al desastre emocional<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>y a una censura innecesaria<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>que ha deslavado mi Humanidad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:100px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>Quiero un llanto sin trapujos,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>con l\u00e1grimas gordas y \u00e1cidas<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>o l\u00e1grima dulces y de terciopelo,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>con sus acompa\u00f1antes hipidos,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>con su sensaci\u00f3n de vac\u00edo y desamparo,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>con la desesperaci\u00f3n gritando su pena,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>con mi rabia licuada<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>y todos mis arrepentimientos<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>y todos mis dolores<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>y mis noches llenas de heridas<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>y por la vida que no viv\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:100px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p>Me debo un llanto prolongado<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>que me reconecte conmigo.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Me debo un llanto prolongado, sin distracciones, sin interrupciones, sin una voz que me diga no llores, sin una voz que me pregunte qu\u00e9 te pasa. Necesito un llanto sin explicaciones, natural y humano, manando directamente de mi alma y mis tormentos. Es un llanto que ha sido retenido, acallado una y otra vez, aplazado [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ocean_post_layout":"","ocean_both_sidebars_style":"","ocean_both_sidebars_content_width":0,"ocean_both_sidebars_sidebars_width":0,"ocean_sidebar":"","ocean_second_sidebar":"","ocean_disable_margins":"enable","ocean_add_body_class":"","ocean_shortcode_before_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_after_top_bar":"","ocean_shortcode_before_header":"","ocean_shortcode_after_header":"","ocean_has_shortcode":"","ocean_shortcode_after_title":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_widgets":"","ocean_shortcode_before_footer_bottom":"","ocean_shortcode_after_footer_bottom":"","ocean_display_top_bar":"default","ocean_display_header":"default","ocean_header_style":"","ocean_center_header_left_menu":"","ocean_custom_header_template":"","ocean_custom_logo":0,"ocean_custom_retina_logo":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_width":0,"ocean_custom_logo_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_tablet_max_height":0,"ocean_custom_logo_mobile_max_height":0,"ocean_header_custom_menu":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_family":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_subset":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_size":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_font_size_unit":"px","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_font_weight_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_tablet":"","ocean_menu_typo_transform_mobile":"","ocean_menu_typo_line_height":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_line_height_unit":"","ocean_menu_typo_spacing":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_tablet":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_mobile":0,"ocean_menu_typo_spacing_unit":"","ocean_menu_link_color":"","ocean_menu_link_color_hover":"","ocean_menu_link_color_active":"","ocean_menu_link_background":"","ocean_menu_link_hover_background":"","ocean_menu_link_active_background":"","ocean_menu_social_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_bg":"","ocean_menu_social_links_color":"","ocean_menu_social_hover_links_color":"","ocean_disable_title":"default","ocean_disable_heading":"default","ocean_post_title":"","ocean_post_subheading":"","ocean_post_title_style":"","ocean_post_title_background_color":"","ocean_post_title_background":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_image_position":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_attachment":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_repeat":"","ocean_post_title_bg_image_size":"","ocean_post_title_height":0,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay":0.5,"ocean_post_title_bg_overlay_color":"","ocean_disable_breadcrumbs":"default","ocean_breadcrumbs_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_separator_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_color":"","ocean_breadcrumbs_links_hover_color":"","ocean_display_footer_widgets":"default","ocean_display_footer_bottom":"default","ocean_custom_footer_template":"","ocean_post_oembed":"","ocean_post_self_hosted_media":"","ocean_post_video_embed":"","ocean_link_format":"","ocean_link_format_target":"self","ocean_quote_format":"","ocean_quote_format_link":"post","ocean_gallery_link_images":"on","ocean_gallery_id":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[25],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3914","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-inclasificables","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3914","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3914"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3914\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3915,"href":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3914\/revisions\/3915"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3914"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3914"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3914"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}