Cuando hurgo en los recuerdos,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
o cuando ellos roban mi atenci\u00f3n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
lo mismo me encuentro en una playa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
con sol, con sonrisas,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
con otros ni\u00f1os y ni\u00f1as como yo, jugando,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
que me encuentro llorando, sin entender,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
abatido sentimentalmente,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
enfermo en la cama o en un entierro.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y siempre dudo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tambi\u00e9n mi memoria duda de s\u00ed misma<\/p>\n\n\n\n
y los recuerdos se prostituyen<\/p>\n\n\n\n
o se venden al \u00e1nimo de cada momento<\/p>\n\n\n\n
y muestran su mejor cara,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
o la oculta,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
dependiendo de c\u00f3mo me encuentre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hay veces que me empe\u00f1o en ser selectivo<\/p>\n\n\n\n
y s\u00f3lo doy ef\u00edmera vida a los brillantes,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
a los felices, a los inmaculados,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
que tambi\u00e9n los hay y los tengo,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
pero algunas noches se me cruza lo negro<\/p>\n\n\n\n
y parezco poblado s\u00f3lo por desgracias y desdichas<\/p>\n\n\n\n
y por todos sus sin\u00f3nimos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Repudio entonces a los bienintencionados amigos<\/p>\n\n\n\n
que tratan de sacar lustre a mi biograf\u00eda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
No les creo, les rebato y les niego.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
No escucho sus arengas amables y ciertas<\/p>\n\n\n\n
y le quito el brillo y los colores<\/p>\n\n\n\n
al sol y a las flores de mi pasado.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Reconozco y admito mi derrota<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ante los recuerdos agoreros,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
esos que siempre andan enlutados,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
con el coraz\u00f3n encogido<\/p>\n\n\n\n
y la cabeza baja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Desaparecen el primer beso que di,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
el amor de mi abuela,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
los juegos, el bal\u00f3n hecho de trapos,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
mi caballo cojo de plomo, gris,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
las fantas\u00edas que para m\u00ed eran ciertas,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
el tacto amelocotonado de tu piel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Me enga\u00f1an o me enga\u00f1o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
No s\u00e9 porqu\u00e9 siguen vivos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y a veces ellos mat\u00e1ndome.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y a veces yo muriendo<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Cuando hurgo en los recuerdos, o cuando ellos roban mi atenci\u00f3n, lo mismo me encuentro en una playa, con sol, con sonrisas, con otros ni\u00f1os y ni\u00f1as como yo, jugando, que me encuentro llorando, sin entender, abatido sentimentalmente, enfermo en la cama o en un entierro. Y siempre dudo. 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