<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cuando dejo la mente en blanco y no pienso<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-ni tampoco soy pensado, ni me agobian los pensamientos –<\/p>\n\n\n\n
una desbandada de nubarrones agoreros<\/p>\n\n\n\n
toman posesi\u00f3n de mi vac\u00edo,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
de mi muleta de andar cojeando,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
de las mentiras con las que me enga\u00f1o,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
y entonces me quedo hu\u00e9rfano de excusas<\/p>\n\n\n\n
a merced de elucubraciones<\/p>\n\n\n\n
que me inquietan, sin amor,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
y ya no s\u00e9 andar sino tropezando<\/p>\n\n\n\n
por la parte m\u00e1s tenebrosa de mis infiernos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
As\u00ed que abandono como puedo este tenaz silencio<\/p>\n\n\n\n
y me encaramo a las fauces de la rutina,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
me anestesio con noticias o preocupaciones,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
inquietudes, porvenir, lo futuro y negro;<\/p>\n\n\n\n
vuelvo a distraerme como sea,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
aplazo las decisiones inaplazables<\/p>\n\n\n\n
y me vendo al olvido que sea mejor postor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya s\u00e9 que deber\u00eda tomar el mando<\/p>\n\n\n\n
y ser constructor prol\u00edfico de mejores sue\u00f1os,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
pero no lo hago, ni lo har\u00e9;<\/p>\n\n\n\n
estoy condenado a tormentos, o eso creo,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
y no quiero enfrentarme<\/p>\n\n\n\n
a las l\u00e1grimas- los reproches-las dudas-los miedos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Si fuese muy valiente<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-o m\u00e1s valiente por lo menos-,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
si fuese muy sensato<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-o un poco por lo menos-;<\/p>\n\n\n\n
si estuviese muy vivo<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-o fuese un vivo menos muerto-,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
tal vez diera los pasos correctos,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
tal vez enfilara irreductiblemente el Camino,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
tal vez conectara con mi Cielo.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Cuando dejo la mente en blanco y no pienso -ni tampoco soy pensado, ni me agobian los pensamientos – una desbandada de nubarrones agoreros toman posesi\u00f3n de mi vac\u00edo, de mi muleta de andar cojeando, de las mentiras con las que me enga\u00f1o, y entonces me quedo hu\u00e9rfano de excusas a merced de elucubraciones que 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