{"id":1628,"date":"2021-09-13T18:55:22","date_gmt":"2021-09-13T18:55:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/?p=1628"},"modified":"2021-09-20T18:08:40","modified_gmt":"2021-09-20T18:08:40","slug":"antes-del-sueno-infinito","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.franciscodesales.com\/index.php\/2021\/09\/13\/antes-del-sueno-infinito\/","title":{"rendered":"Antes del sue\u00f1o infinito"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Me despierto en el medio de la noche <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>y no s\u00e9 qui\u00e9n soy. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Era, en el sue\u00f1o, <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>mariposa, bucanero, corredor o bailarina. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Trastabillea mi pensamiento <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>mientras se busca en la cordura. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00bfD\u00f3nde estoy? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00bfQui\u00e9n soy? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>La habitaci\u00f3n no alberga ni un rayo de luz <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>que alumbre mi consciencia. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00bfAcab\u00f3 el sue\u00f1o o est\u00e1 empezando? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00bfSigo siendo ni\u00f1a o tengo ochenta a\u00f1os? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tengo ochenta. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qu\u00e9 cabeza la m\u00eda. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00bfSe puede despertar del sue\u00f1o de la vida? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qu\u00e9 cosas tengo. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Si pudiera seguir durmiendo\u2026 <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Se me va la cabeza. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No quiero tener ochenta a\u00f1os <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>porque eso me condena a una muerte casi inmediata. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No viv\u00ed, <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>a pesar de saber que ten\u00eda que hacerlo. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Quiero llorar. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No puedo. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mis l\u00e1grimas est\u00e1n tan resecas como yo. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Mam\u00e1\u2026<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mi cerebro es una m\u00e1quina <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>de pensamientos inconexos. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Necesito que amanezca para volver a ser yo. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya no me queda cabeza para nada\u2026 <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Mi padre se llamaba Alberto\u2026<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-right\"><em>El sue\u00f1o se apodera otra vez de ella.<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-right\"><em>Es tan poca cosa\u2026<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-right\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-right\"><em>La vida la quiere y la cuida.<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-right\"><em>Esa misma vida que se va despidiendo de ella<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-right\"><em>despu\u00e9s de toda una vida juntas,<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-right\"><em>porque la muerte le ha hecho una propuesta<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-right\"><em>irrechazable.<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Francisco de Sales <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Me despierto en el medio de la noche y no s\u00e9 qui\u00e9n soy. Era, en el sue\u00f1o, mariposa, bucanero, corredor o bailarina. Trastabillea mi pensamiento mientras se busca en la cordura. \u00bfD\u00f3nde estoy? \u00bfQui\u00e9n soy? 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